Wednesday, September 13, 2006
haven been updating for the past 10 days and ppl are waiting for my updated post!whoooo!hahas.they must be the fans of my blog!(heehee)
september 6: early morning gotta go school for emaths lesson.so bored.had been going from o4.o9.2oo6 to o7.o9.2oo6, 9am to 10.30am (amaths and emaths).then immediately after the lesson ended, i went home to get myself change and to leave the house in 15 mins time,and i manage to make it (to get dress by 15 mins time).reached tiong bahru mrt and met choomin.went to the church office together and noe wat we do in the office?! we haf to 'erase' some thingis.and that costs about 30 correction tape!ohh my gosh!that's the first time i used so much correction tape.half way thru, mel came to helped too!after helping and sorting out eveything, we went to church for the esther musical practice.was surprise to see HIM there.and we haf our practice, etc.
september 7:as usual, went to school.and i manage to get some rest in the afternoon.met the girls for dinner and went to church for the musical practice again.saw HIM again and i haf sort of get pissed off from peixian and choomin.i'm sincerely sorry (to both of ya) cos that time i'm not in a good mood and was thinking of some stuff (think u noe).
september 8:confused and moody.and my heart was extremely sour and heavy.sighh
september 9:went to meet mayann,mel,choo and peixian for lunch.then haf the musical practice.was expecting HIM but HE dint come.ivan's so FUNNY.but he did a good job! rite?hahas.after the practice, went to find guixiang jie for the children's day games thingis.then later went to haf dinner and went to the library (waiting for mel and peixian to go home together) but actualli, i was waiting to get the chance to see HIM :? i noe i wasnt suppose to do that but i cant control myself.and i manage to see him.
september 10:early morning went to church to practice drums and my drums skill IMPROVED!and john(my brother) taught me a few skills!whee!hahas.then went to haf lunch.and back tp church again for the service.starting, i feel quite pissed when mel,choo and px went to sit in the another row.and leave mi by myself,alone wif xueli.somemore i'm feeling quite in the bad mood when HE came.i was feeling quite feddup but that must be SATAN's work.soon, jas came and accompany me.at least she's there.THANKS JAS!MUACKS!and thru out the whole service, i tried not to glance at HIM.and i dint manage to do it.but had cutten short the no. of times i glance at HIM.so counted as an improvement?hee.at night, went home wif ivan and hane (hong yap).and when hane left us..ivan told me smth about HIM.to me, its a bad news.and i feel so sucked up!wet tears are gathering in my eyes and i just get hold of my tears.i dun wana cry for HIM.it's useless..but i'm so confused.i called mayann and asked her for help.wat she said make sense and i manage to cool down.my heart became lighter and perphaps, i must focus on my studies and serving instead of HIM,bgr...the rest of the part, i lazy to say
september 14:i'm feeling much better and tml i'm going to meet mel,choo,px and yan!heehee.hope i can COMPLETELY FORGET ABOUT HIM (for the time being).
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