Saturday, September 30, 2006
back.i'm at peixian's house right now,9.25pm.u must be wondering why.hahas.i quarrelled with john chiu(my brother).i cant stand him any longer but i've got to forgive him and not HATE him.just let me cool dowwn...
wat exactly happen?hmxx...it's all because of a lame stupid television and we started fighting like mad dogs.too lazy to say the story out.will tell u guys nxt time.so feddup!humph!
jitao now headache.and monday is he end of year paper.great goshh!GOD PLEASE HELP ME.right at this moment..something like this is happening to me.urgghhh!how am i going to study?!
about HIM..i plan to ignore him till exams end.by then...let nature take it's cause,and everything god had plan for me..i will follow.(: hopefully, i can make it.
signing off
GOD BLESS ME
-when are you
coming back? ;
Monday, September 25, 2006
now, i'm at rachelle's hse..waiting for diliang to come and fix her com.hahas.
FINALLY BOUGHT A CONTACT LENS.hahas.starting it feels a little weird but get use to it liaos.hahas.
back to update my life.
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wake up early.have a hard time putting my contact lens.met up wif peixian and mel..but mel end up late so went off without her.sorry wors..and then went to church for hip hop dance.the teacher or should i call him the "professional"..he's really punk and cool.at first i thought that he's 18 years old but NO.he's 30 years old!oh myy gosh!hahas.and the dance is realli tough.the outcome of my dance is like a stupid girl dancing like and idiot(opps, but it's true)!urghh!hope i pick up fast.after the dance..went to makan with the rest of the peeps.then went to ikea wif fel,mel and peixian.and we saw a butch and les.OH MY GOSHH!!they're kissing lahs.YUCKS.
after wasting 6 hrs of my life idling,went to the co lead practice.and this is my first time.whee!hahas.a little paiseh.keith's so CUTE!hahas. =X i dont mean anything. the way he played the drum is really cute.hahas
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went to church for bible study.onli a few ppl attend but it's good to learn more abt GOD.then went to haf lunch.saw grace sitting alone so i went over there to scare her.before i can scare her..i saw HIM and keith.but nvm..HE wont affect me.so i continue wif my plan to scare grace.initially HE was sitting wif grace.but duno why..HE and keith move to another table.is HE avoiding me?i'm already on my path to get over the r/s.wat's HE trying to do?*trying to read HIS mind**reading failed*hais.then went to church to haf a short music practice.everything go on smoothly.until i found out that he's not involve in the musical thingis liao.i found out that HE always last minute back out on almost everything (heartland fever,musical).*weird*at night,kept thinking abut the weird gap and tension in between me and HIM.so decided to msg him."ehh...can we forget abt the past and let's be friends?"but he dint reply.sigh.
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back to my emo self.but a little bit mad in school too!hahas.sigh...i'm still waiting for his reply.
-when are you
coming back? ;
Wednesday, September 20, 2006
19 september: had physics extra class up till 3pm and went home.on the way to the bus stop wif rachelle, we walked pass 2 keming primary school students.and one of the girls said," see wat see?"-.-oh my goshh!as if that we lyk to see them.they're not invisible wat?!*poof* actually we planned to shout back at them but decided not since they're merely a primary school kid.hahas.reached home..and nth special happen.Oh yah!i'm going to wear contact lens.maybe nxt wk or the wk after nxt.heehee.
20 september: straight after recess, i had to sit for three tests, amaths, chinese and geography!that was the hell for me!sitting still at my sit, cracking my brains hard, solving the tough and stupid question.sit until my butt hurts =X hahas.finally it's over!luckily there's no sign of any white hair.hahas.
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FILLING HOLES (august 25-friday:taken from daily journey)
well..this "story" just came up to my mid so i decided to share wif u all.
wat i had learn was that :
1) God has the time.(2 peter 3:8 - If a thousand years are like a day to God),you can be sure that He has plenty of time to listen to you.
2) Nothing is unimportant to Him.If God pays atttention to even the smallest birds (luke 12:6-7), you can know that your problems have His concern.
3) God allows hurt to learn to seek comfort from our heavenly Father.
* right now, i'm trying to take this full advantage to think about the most important one i have right now - with God before focusing my next relationship or perhaps the last one. (:
hope that i can break through!
GOD BLESS ME
-when are you
coming back? ;
Monday, September 18, 2006
15 september: after school, went to meet mel to study at jurong east library.and i manage to study for abt 5 hrs continuously( including my tuition)!I DID IT!CONGRATS ME YAH?hahas.
16 september: met rachelle 9.15am at bukit batok mrt station and we went to the dance lesson which was held in my church.when i reached there (my church), i saw HIM.my face become so hot and my fingers turn cold.i went to ask may why is he here and she said HE join dance oso. OH MY GOSH!but anyway..i reminded myself to get over wif him!I MUST!and this dance, that the professional (pastor debbi-correct spelling?) taught reminds me of my rap dance i had done 3 years ago.WOW!time pass realli fast.after dance, went to the hawker, as usual, had lunch.and me,jas,hane and rachelle went to play pool.SO COOL!but there're many time when i did smth foolish.sshhh!dun say.after that..went to watch the cast musical rehearsal
17 september:went to church for drums practice and sad to say, there isnt any improvement yet :/after 12pm, went to haf lunch and then went to church.saw HIM and HE walked past me.i feel so awkard and unusual.wat's he thinking?up till noe,i still wish to noe.HOW?hais.sigh.hais.sigh.now, all my attention is on my studies but sometimes, i still cant help but to think about it :/ after church haf the musical practice.dance dance dance.almost forgot the dance steps.hee.something (minor) happen (and i dun think i wana say here).hahas.after the practice, went wif ivan,john chiu,hane and others.(HE's not there)but after that HE pop up.initially me,ivan,hane,john chiu and shaowei wana go tp the lan and play.and HE said he oso wan.but luckily, he dint(in the end).phew!and the game we played is damn fun!woolalas.hahas. oh yah!HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO WANG TING!
18 september: went to school as usual.and the day just pass.
i shall learn from mel,lyk wat she did in her blog.hee.
wait i had learn today:
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PATIENCE (taken from 12.09.2006 daily journey)
Galatians 5:22-23
v22: But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness,
v23: gentleness and self-control…
-one of the reasons why God makes us wait is for the sake of our growth. so I must learn to wait for His perfect timing. (:
-Gods time is always the right time
GOD LOVES ME
-when are you
coming back? ;
Wednesday, September 13, 2006
haven been updating for the past 10 days and ppl are waiting for my updated post!whoooo!hahas.they must be the fans of my blog!(heehee)
september 6: early morning gotta go school for emaths lesson.so bored.had been going from o4.o9.2oo6 to o7.o9.2oo6, 9am to 10.30am (amaths and emaths).then immediately after the lesson ended, i went home to get myself change and to leave the house in 15 mins time,and i manage to make it (to get dress by 15 mins time).reached tiong bahru mrt and met choomin.went to the church office together and noe wat we do in the office?! we haf to 'erase' some thingis.and that costs about 30 correction tape!ohh my gosh!that's the first time i used so much correction tape.half way thru, mel came to helped too!after helping and sorting out eveything, we went to church for the esther musical practice.was surprise to see HIM there.and we haf our practice, etc.
september 7:as usual, went to school.and i manage to get some rest in the afternoon.met the girls for dinner and went to church for the musical practice again.saw HIM again and i haf sort of get pissed off from peixian and choomin.i'm sincerely sorry (to both of ya) cos that time i'm not in a good mood and was thinking of some stuff (think u noe).
september 8:confused and moody.and my heart was extremely sour and heavy.sighh
september 9:went to meet mayann,mel,choo and peixian for lunch.then haf the musical practice.was expecting HIM but HE dint come.ivan's so FUNNY.but he did a good job! rite?hahas.after the practice, went to find guixiang jie for the children's day games thingis.then later went to haf dinner and went to the library (waiting for mel and peixian to go home together) but actualli, i was waiting to get the chance to see HIM :? i noe i wasnt suppose to do that but i cant control myself.and i manage to see him.
september 10:early morning went to church to practice drums and my drums skill IMPROVED!and john(my brother) taught me a few skills!whee!hahas.then went to haf lunch.and back tp church again for the service.starting, i feel quite pissed when mel,choo and px went to sit in the another row.and leave mi by myself,alone wif xueli.somemore i'm feeling quite in the bad mood when HE came.i was feeling quite feddup but that must be SATAN's work.soon, jas came and accompany me.at least she's there.THANKS JAS!MUACKS!and thru out the whole service, i tried not to glance at HIM.and i dint manage to do it.but had cutten short the no. of times i glance at HIM.so counted as an improvement?hee.at night, went home wif ivan and hane (hong yap).and when hane left us..ivan told me smth about HIM.to me, its a bad news.and i feel so sucked up!wet tears are gathering in my eyes and i just get hold of my tears.i dun wana cry for HIM.it's useless..but i'm so confused.i called mayann and asked her for help.wat she said make sense and i manage to cool down.my heart became lighter and perphaps, i must focus on my studies and serving instead of HIM,bgr...the rest of the part, i lazy to say
september 14:i'm feeling much better and tml i'm going to meet mel,choo,px and yan!heehee.hope i can COMPLETELY FORGET ABOUT HIM (for the time being).
-when are you
coming back? ;
Monday, September 04, 2006
knock knock..
right now,i'm in PEIXIAN's HOUSE!HAHAS.well back to my life..
o3.o9.2oo6:YAY!can go church!woolalalas.hahas.woke up and went to church for drum practice but in the end, cant practice cos of some reason.so went to eat then library.and haf cell meeting.EN CHUAN WAS LATE!but nvm.ahahas.
service started and i gotta do ushering.noe wat?HE sit (sort of)behind mi.i duno why but i just keep noticing him.why huh?everywhere i go, i will try my best to look out for him.anyway..just hope that i can be friends wif HIM again.
i shall stop here.seeya.
GOD BLESS
-when are you
coming back? ;
Saturday, September 02, 2006
back to update my life!hahas.
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straight after school, i went to fel's shop!the shoppe is so cool man!great goshi bought myself a purple wif brown strip tee that i LOVE it so MUCH!and i'm will be wearing it on the teachers' day concert!heehee
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YUCKS!i'm the host(MC)for today's teachers' day concert!Oh my gosshh!my legs were like trembling and my hands were shivering.but thank GOD, nothing went wrong nor did i say any wrong words or i will be saying "bleah bleah".HAHAS.and Mdm Khong said that my PRINCIPAL and VICE-PRINCIPAL likes our presentation and might wan us(mi and divya) to be the host for next year speech day!ohh man!NO THANKS!hahas.
after school, i went all the way to orchard road to meet my BELOVED friends to celebrate peixian's birthday.firstly, we went to CINILEISURE.planning to watch the devil wears prada but however there aint any more tickets so we went to Plaza Sing. to watch.before watching the movie, we went to sweensen(forgot the spelling)to sort of celebrate peixian's birthday!in the cinema theater, we got to sit on the FIRST row~!cos that's the only available sit for us,(fel,mel,choo,mii and px)to sit together.thus, we haf to bend our head high up to watch the movie.at the end of the movie, my hair was lyk so messy lahs.as if i just came out from the mental hospital.HAHAS.up next, yanling came to meet us at the food court to haf dinner together.even though Plaza Sing. had bring mii back to the memories when mii and HIm is together,i dunt feel sad nor wat so ever.maybe i've realli get over wif it BUT i still likes him.hee
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woke up and went to church office (together wif mel) to help out in some admin. stuffs.SO FUN!how i wish i can work there in future!HAHAS.after helping, at arnd 5pm, went to church coffee shop to meet choo and px for dinner and happen to saw my mum.so we chit chat and then later went to attend the prayer night.
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woke up and went to meet mel and peixian at the church hawker.then went to the library to haf my fav. MOCHA!YAY!and then went to do some hw and revision up till around 4pm.WOW!i manage to sit put for abt 3hrs.MIRACLE!hahas.next, mii,mel and choo went to queensway to eat KFC and shoppe around.and let mii announce to u the KIASU,KIASI AUNTIE NUMBER 1 CHOOMIN!ohh my gosh!!she's realli (should i say cute?).LOLS.i shant say any further.hahas.
stopping here. (:
GOD BLESS MI
-when are you
coming back? ;
